maybe in time you would understand.

Jalan Dakwah (Australia Single Version)

melankolia saat memangkah hari.

-_-'

i hate to have to cross out my calendar cause it reminds me of how soon it is for our goodbye.

ok this is just me being sentimental this time of day, or worse, sakit-mental.

changes

I've changed, you've changed, we've changed. for better or for worse, we all change, sometime or another.

nak jadi memang susah. nak ajak orang buat baik lagi la bertambah susah. kalau nak larang orang buat jahat pulak, payah sungguh. tapi kan.. kan syurga Allah tu mahal. ^^ susah tapi berbaloi insyaAllah.. Memang berjuang itu terkorban, Kerana kita berjuang untuk berkorban 

tak sunyi dah...

Sejak2 jejak zaman remaja lagi selalu rasa sunyi. bukan tak ada famili tapi rasa macam tak ada yang faham diri, hatta bunda terchenta walaupun sesungguhnya, selain Rabbul 'alamin yg Maha Mengetahui, bunda pun faham anakanda dia yg slalu mood swing tak tentu pasal ni. Sungguh, dari dulu sampai dah agak tua ni, masih rasa sunyi. rasa sorang2. I just didn't seem to fit in anywhere.

Until, Allah kirimkan taufiq berupa ketukan hati. Pastu hidayah pun turun nonstop smpi kadang2 rsa overwhelmed by the fullness of my qalb. =) SubhanAllah, cantik sungguh susunan Allah, dan hidayah yg bersilih-ganti tu pun datang dlm bentuk akhawati yg tak henti2 bagi semangat dan kasih sayang. dah tak sunyi. dan hidayah jugak datang dlm bentuk kefahaman ttg kasih sayang bunda yang sebenarnya jentikan dari cinta Rabb kt diri yg hina ni. Allahuakhbar, sungguh, indah rasa disayang keluarga Islam ni. ada blood relations and ada brethren of aqeedah.

Ya Rabb, Alhamdulillah. Thanks sbb jumpakan hamba ni dengan hidayah2 Mu. sangat besar nilai kasih sayang Kau. semoga aku dah tak sunyi lagi selamanya sebab dah ada titisan cinta dariMu dalam famili dan akhawati ku.

train of thought -> addiction to taghut is really very difficult to resist since alJannah is surrounded by obstacles and alJahannam by simple pleasures of the mortal world.

Jalan balik rumah. Malam ni macam malam2 sebelum ni. Sejuk. Sunyi. Tapi malam ni tak sempat tengok langit. Got companion, kak ngah. Kalau selalu aku mesti stress sebab tak boleh pikir2 hal sendiri. Private space takdak. Malam ni belain sikit. Sebab dak tak irritated dah. Dah tak annoyed dah. Alhamdulillah.

panjat bukit.

Iman naik dan turun. Cliche i know. haha. but now i know what Rasulullah meant. *sigh* hyeah, had my 'down' period now. everything seemed to move fast and swirling around me. Lost in my own thought, i begin to look for the high feeling from those i had forgo. 'Futur' is the term and that's what i'm experiencing this last few days. Angry, barely able to see clearly what Allah's given to me.

I'm trying to climb up the 'Faith' mount again. Haish cmna nk jadi daie supersaiya ni.. T_T bru kena uji skit dh futur. 

Palestine, Al-Quds, the Brotherhood : Lest we forget.

kool! lari2 dlm kelas mcm kucing kena sergah. gelak kuat2. *ya Allah, yg ni super loqlaq ok!* Alhamdulillah, Allah bg lagi nikmat nk senangkan hati. walau hakikat satu demi satu pengajaran dlm kitab Dia aku langgar ulang2 kali. Dia bg lagi peluang untuk aku bangun pagi dan kata, Alhamdulillah. smga aku buleh buat ibadah lagi hari ni. semoga Allah jaga lagi hati2 saudara2 yg selalu ak toreh2 mcm cik munah blakang umah nenek dlu menoreh getah dgn jayanya. Saya berikrar akan berusaha untuk menjadi saudara yang baik kepada anda2 semua. *mumble dlm hati* smga ak tak kecewakan lagi sahabat2 aku insyaAllah. sbb aku tahu apa rasa bila disepak ketepi bila aku tebal muka minta belas. dan aku juga tahu apa rasa bila orang yang minta belas tu kata, "Aku cerita kat hang dulu sebab aku percaya kat hang." *senyum sinis* ironi gila.

A friend in need is a friend indeed.

True friend stays when others go away.

Unfortunately, I am neither. :(

sins and the sinner~

its Eid! well at least in Malaysia and areas where the new moon was sighted last night. here in Brisbane, we'd be celebrating Eid tomorrow, methinks.
earlier this morning, i woke up with this groggy feeling. bitter taste in my mouth. maybe because i was imagining how my Eid would be if i'm in Malaysia. hard eh?
so i decided to be a little lazy (just a little, mind you) and take the day one minute at a time. getting out of the sleeping bag, switching on the computer, then on to the ikim.com.my web. man i'm good at adding salt to the wound.
the 'takbir' seemed to call for me to embrace its meanings. was carried away for a while. remembering the meanings of Eid-ul-fitr that i explained to my sisters during JJC2. getting back to our 'fitrah', and a day of victory to those who had 'berjaya' to fulfill the spirit and objectives of Ramadhan.
those who had 'berjaya'. then i started to cry. can i be counted as one? should i? i failed miserably at what i preached.
"O you who believe! why do you say which you do not do? It is most hateful to Allah that you should say what which you do not do." (as-saff 61:2-3)
would i be able to redeem myself? would i even be able to meet with Ramadhan again next year? gosh, who is to say that i would still be alive this next minutes?
astaghfirullah astaghfirullah astaghfirullah
O He who loves to forgive, forgive me for i have sinned time and time again.
Our lord! we have been unjust to ourselves, and if Thou forgive us not, and have (not) mercy on us, we shall certainly be of the losers. (al-a'raf 7:23)

taqabballahu minna wa minka~

Ramadhan Ramadhan Ramadhan

final semester in Brisbane. Phewww~ has it really been more than a year that I'm here? now now that's not really the reason I'm writing today though.

thought I'd give myself some reward for being able to kick start on the assignments. Alhamdulillah.

now since the Ramadan's going to end, i think I'll write on what I've learnt throughout the blessed month InsyaAllah.

the first parts of Ramadan (i.e the first 10 days)

-I'm totally nervous few weeks before Ramadan. would i be meeting Ramadan? would i be able to be a good Muslim by the time Ramadan is over? would i be able to learn to hold my patience in Ramadan? well the first part of Ramadan taught me that hey, never judge people for whatever wrongdoings they've done or are doing. won't bore anyone about what happen but really, the most important part is the ibrah from the events happening in the first 10 days of Ramadan. oh2 and i learnt to swallow my anger and slap on my smiling face whenever i feel irritated or angry. yeah! i did it Alhamdulillah.

the second parts of Ramadan (i.e 10 days in the middle of the holy month)

-getting the hang of it. manage to not feel angry when something doesn't come my way. got a bad news though. *sigh* a very challenging weeks for me. though i seemed somewhat calm, i manage to really forgot about doing a few tutorial tasks and got confused about the assignments. felt numb for a few days. but Allah is always there to comfort me when i feel alone. Alhamdulillah. i learnt to see the positive side of Allah's plans. He knows better then His creations.

the last parts of Ramadan (duh~ the last 10 days of course)

-starting to get back on my feet. missing my family but hey, who wouldn't? *smile* but I'm feeling empty though. Ramadan is ending! would i be able to gain the Night of alQadr? would i be able to get my past sins redeemed? would i be able to meet ramadhan again next year? lot of questions but only Allah knows and He is the best planner~ OK, though the period hasn't end yet, I've learnt quite important lessons; hold on to Allah come what may and yes, ukhuwwah is sweet! I now found that i have more brothers and sisters that i used to believe. i have siblings in Australia, Saudi, Palestine, Sudan, Syria and yes, all around the world. MashaAllah! how blessed am i!

before i get carried away, I'd best stop here. :)

a wish to all....

Eid Mubarak peps and Taqabballahu minna wa minkum!

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with all my heart and soul~

http://hijrah-generasirabbani.blogspot.com/2011/07/kenapa-saya-berubah.html

Cinta Dia.

dan gitar itu direnung sepi

"huh, dah lama aku tak goreng selagu dua..."

detak hati yang sudah lama aku pendam

teragak-agak aku beralih dari skrin komputer sebentar

"nak main ka tak nak? hmm.."

lama merenung dan menimbang

dicapai beg berisi gitar, zip dilurut

gitar ditarik keluar

renung lagi, " banyaknya habuk.. bila eh last aku main ni???"

dalam minda mencongak-congak tarikh

"walaweyh, dah 4 bulah lebih aku tak main.. biaq betik!"

terpegun sebentar.

termenung lagi sambil menusap-usap gitar berhabuk

ini hasil universiti tarbiyyah aku rupanya

bukan senang nak pisah aku dengan gitar ni

dah lama aku cuba, tapi akhirnya Allah sendiri yang tarik gitar dari hati aku

ku capai pick dan capo, lagi 4 non blondies berkumandang diiringi petikan gitar

masih ingat rupanya aku

tapi kenapa aku dah tak rasa segembira dulu?

kenapa aku dah tak rasa sepuas hati dulu?

padahal dulu aku main macam longkang kut.

MashaAllah... TarbiyyahNya dah buat aku mahu lebih dari irama dunia

SubhanAllah.. CintaNya dah buat aku mahu lebih dari gembira manusia

Sungguh. Kosong hati dulu yang terisi dengan petik riang gitar itu kini berganti

ketukan gendang diiringi puji-pujian cinta hamba pada Penciptanya.

Allah... Mukjizat aneh-aneh yang manusia cari

tapi nikmat kasih sayang depan hidung manusia tak nampak

sungguh... Pencipta lagi cinta pada makhlukNya dari MakhlukNya yang tak sedar-sedar diri ni cinta pada Sang Pencipta.

Allah Allah Allah.... Astaghafirullah al azimmm...

Him and me

seconds turn to minutes, minutes turns to hours

yet here i am at same spot by the window

looking out to the sky pondering upon life

the wonders Allah bestows upon His creations

gone all the sadness that's pressing me down

for i know He will always be watching over me

leading my every step to Him

and ONLY Him alone

could throw away my weariness

make me look life in the eye once again

picking up the dusts on the window sill

i imagine, how easy it is to wipe me off His earth

to blow me into Hell

for once i understand the meaning of total submission

that without Him i'm nothing but specks of dust in His eyes

must i really feel sad because a rejection from His creation?

must i really give up on Him when He promises to love His slaves?

must i then decide that man is more important than their Creator?

manusia

hanya bila dirasa hidup dah diluar kawalan diri

bila mata hanya mampu memandang

bila bibir hanya tersenyum kelat

bila kaki terpahat kukuh ditanah

baru mahu cari tuhan

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

Tuhan dah kata

bila hambaNya cuma cari Dia dalam waktu senang

Dia takkan bagi muka dalam waktu susah

Am I the one?

As I see their smiling faces

greeting me with eagerness

I wonder alone in silence

how could I be their guidance

in walking the harsh road to success

Could I be the best there is?

(unfinished)

...

books, papers, notes on the ground

eyes staring straight at the clock

tick tick tick

counting the blessed time

till i'm in you're arms again

basked in your warmth

spreading through my heart

hoping to banish my loneliness

in the land of emptiness

and i sat there imagining

would there be time when i could go without you

and my heart shattered at the thought

but still i fight the timeless battle of loving and missing you

distance seems to small a price to pay

for a bright smile of yours

the sign of an eternal love

how i miss you

Mom.

really?!

Bismillahi Rahmani Rahim...

and the lecturers from the college are coming to QUT for a week visit.

its almost like deja vu. nightmare came true.

and they're not even here yet.

Ya Allah, i really am overreacting. T_T

Forgive me, dear lecturers, for i have, indeed, had bad experiences where the college are concern, apart for the wonderful brothers and sisters that i made there and God-given knowledge.

Oh Allah, i seek forgiveness and protection from you...

*seriously, i'm supergood at exaggerating. :) *

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Ikhwanweb :: The Muslim Brotherhood Official English Website

some much needed mental kick.

go ahead, AMiRA NAjAT! just go ahead and procrastinate some more. it's not like you're going to DIE tomorrow ey? go on~ it's not like Allah SWT would ask you HOW you used your time up during JUDGEMENT DAY, isn't it? so go now. have fun for a bit more. Mom and Dad's not going to be anymore disappointed of you after all you've said and done in the past. righty? it isn't like Along, Ajam and Ezat really, TOTALLY, hope that you'd succeed here, eh? others doesn't matter when you can just waste some more time in front of the computer. gosh!

Uqbah bin Amre Al-Ansari narrated that the Messenger of Allah said :

"Among the words people obtained from the First Prophecy are : If you feel NO SHAME, then DO AS YOU WISH."

(Al-Bukhari)

Tsk, tsk, tsk...

shame on you.

there's no other time that you would find anything and everything on the net very VERY interesting than the day BEFORE your assignment is due and when you are still lazing through your drafts. T_T

off-task~

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh.

hmm.. its been awhile since i've posted anything here. been busy this last few months with programs and assignments to spend some time here pouring out my "thought" and "feeling". but' this past few weeks, i've noticed that i've been having problems in focusing and being aware of my surrounding. maybe i' m just too tired. i'm not sure. i almost forgot to do my assignment which is due in 2 weeks time *well this was last two weeks. so its due this week, Thursday to be precise.* should i be concerned? all i know
is that i just want to go home.

well. maybe that's just it. all i need is HOME.

wasalam.

Ikhwanweb :: The Muslim Brotherhood Official English Website

Ikhwanweb :: The Muslim Brotherhood Official English Website

discussing and planning lesson plan reminds me why i choose to remain and go through with this course in the first place, ditto the assignments. ^^

izinkan aku...

Izinkan aku ya Allah
menebar bakti dibumiMu
kecil atau besar bukan neracanya
kerana sungguh yang ku mahu
hanya redhaMu

Izinkan aku ya Allah
menarik saudara-saudaraku
kearah redha cintaMu
kerana sungguh yang ku kejar
hanya kasihMu

Izinkan aku ya Allah
mengetuk hati-hati yang layu
agar kembali segar dengan kalimah agungMu
kerana sungguh yang aku damba
hanya belasMu

aku mampu sabarkan hati
aku bisa cekalkan diri
kalau diizinMu untuk
menjadi sendi2 penyokong ad-Din mu.

kerana sungguh aku cintakan Mu.

The story of a short life~: Kadang Kadang

The story of a short life~: Kadang Kadang: "Mungkin post ini agak menghentam jiwa-jiwa berdosa,  tetapi dengarlah ia suara hati saya, tidak lain kepada diri sendiri, juga kepada r..."

I found it interesting how her simple words could struck me to the core. Oh Allah, please please please let us be together always. ^^ Love you jiddan dear sister~

this is how much i miss her~

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Adakah Ini Cinta | iluvislam.com + discover the beauty of islam

nostalgia menunggu zuhur.

dikala kesunyian menghambat diri, dek kerana kejauhan dirantau orang. dikala wajah-wajah terlihat bukanlah wajah-wajah yang mengisi hati. dikala malam-malam berlalu dengan mimpi-mimpi indah saat tawatangis kita bersama. dikala petang bukan lagi saat untuk minum teh dan bertanyakhabar dan bercerita khusyuk. ibu, ayah, kakak, dan adik-adikku, ketahuilah. aku senang dengan hanya bergantungharap dengan Dia yang Maha Tahu dan Maha Sayang agar sihat dan selamat kamu-kamu disana dan semoga hari berjumpa semula tiba dengan penuh rahmat dan redhaNya. sampai nanti, kekasih-kekasih hati.

this...

and people say a picture is worth a thousand words...

anak murid.

murid-murid.

entiti yang selalu diperhati

selalu eksperimentasi

bagi para sang dewasa

apalah mereka ini

hanya sekadar objek atau item

untuk dicanai, diuli

membentuk rakyat sejati

sudah lama terlihat

dimata kami murid

orang dewasa sangat berkuasa

menentukan arah tuju hidup kami

berapa ratus markah kami

berapa ramai Gred A kami

berapa banyak yang kami perlu pelajari

kalau anak-anak murid yang bijak

tak perlu risau orang dewasa

"Seronok ajar budak pintar, tak perlu hempas pulas"

betul.

sejuk hati mengajar anak bijak

terang hati belaka

tapi anak yang sedikit lambat memaham?

"Saya tak mahu masuk kelas itu.

Budak kurang ajar. Pemalas. Bodoh pulak tu.

Mengapa perlu diajar orang yang pasti gagal?"

mudah sungguh ditolak tepi anak-anak itu

tapi sedarkah cikgu?

anak itu jua mahu belajar

cuma perlu dipimpin erat sedikit

cuma perlu disuap sedikit

tapi berapa ramai yang sudi

gengam erat jari anak berhingus itu?

suap cermat mulut anak comot itu?

berdosa cikgu

Allah sudah beri amanah

bukan anak kandung sahaja amanah

anak didik juga pembuka pintu rezeki

sama sahaja darjat mereka

walaupun bukan darah sendiri

ajarlah cikgu

sabarlah cikgu

bila mereka berjaya eja nama sendiri

tahulah cikgu rasa gembira

dan tersenyum para malaikat

melihat Allah memberi rahmati kepadamu

sesungguhnya redha Allah lebih tinggi nilai dari

sijil penghargaan hamba-hambaNya.

p/s : This is for you little brother. Smile, those people will pay later.

Mission If-Possible! yeehaaa...

"In The Name of Allah, the Beneficent, the Merciful."

It might be a bit late for some that i come up with this somewhat chronicle but really, the semester has only just begun. Thus, my late submission of new era resolution. I won't be addressing it as New Year Resolution because its not only applicable for 2011 but hopefully for the rest of my entire being. Now, after putting much thought into this task, along with inspiration from beloved sisters here in KG, I've short-listed 10 items in my Mission If-Possible list, in no particular order.

I, hereby, would try my very best to;

1. Perform my 'salah' as early as possible.

2. Read Quran 3 times per day, at the very least.

3. Cover my 'aurat' properly.

4. Attend classes, lectures and seminars as frequent as possible.

5. Listen to motivational songs more.

6. Work harder in every task i was assigned to.

7. Spend money only when required.

8. Clean my room every week.

9. Call my parents at least once every fortnight.

10. Attend 'khatibah' meeting as often as possible.

Such a short list but hopefully would help me be more organized and may my plan be blessed by Allah S.W.T. Moral support is very much welcomed and needed especially from beloved family and brethren. Pray for me! ^^

hilang sebentar

bukan lari

bukan juga sembunyi

tapi berundur

hanya seketika

sekejap sahaja

untuk tafsir hidup

apa sudah aku buat

apa sudah aku capai

apa sudah aku beri

bukan mahu dibalas

tak sikit pun terjentik hati

tapi sekadar renung

cukupkah bekal aku?

beratkan timbang kanan?

atau dorong timbang ku dikiri?

Nastaghafirullah...

something i feel obliged to re-post.

(Serius) Krisis sebenar darurat di Mesir

by Abu Khuzaifah on Monday, 31 January 2011 at 22:07

Kalau anda membaca post ini, harap boleh sebarkan di facebook, twitter, blog, tumblr masing2. Kalau boleh biar satu Malaysia tahu sebab ianya sangat penting. Ini melibatkan keselamatan, maruah, nyawa dan masa depan lebih 6000 pelajar Malaysia di sana. Kita harap dengan tersebarnya maklumat pihak kerajaan dapat melakukan tindakan yang sewajarnya.

edit: angka sebenar jumlah pelajar Malaysia di sana tidak diketahui, tapi ada sumber memaklumkan terdapat 11,000 rakyat Malaysia tinggal di seluruh Mesir.

edit 2 : beberapa rujukan telah ditambah.

Ringkasan : Rusuhan dan darurat di Mesir adalah berpunca daripada revolusi rakyat menentang kerajaan pimpinan Hosni Mubarak. Revolusi ini diinspirasikan daripada revolusi tunisia baru-baru ini dan dijangka banyak negara timur tengah akan turut menurut jejak langkah rakyat Tunisia dan Mesir untuk ber-demo.

Hosni Mubarak ialah diktator yang memerintah Mesir selama 30 tahun, dan mungkin anda tidak tahu Hosni Mubarak adalah pemerintah kejam, perampas harta rakyat dan juga sekutu US dan juga menyokong Israel. Media Malaysia kurang melaporkan berita mengenai ini dan ramai yang tidak tahu, ingat Mesir…bunyi Arab tu semua aman…semua baik-baik ke? Dah jadi riot baru kecoh satu dunia.

1. Huru-hara dan rusuhan di hampir semua tempat di Mesir

Rusuhan berlaku merata-rata tempat, orang awam bertempur dengan polis dan tentera…ramai terkorban, ramai cedera parah. Orang yang tak bersalah pun boleh jadi mangsa tanpa sedar.

2. Internet, Komunikasi Telefon Bimbit disekat

Dah beberapa hari sejak kerajaan Mesir menyekat Internet dan komunikasi telefon bimbit serta servis blackberry. Menyukarkan orang ramai untuk berhubung.

Ramai ibu bapa di Malaysia risau keadaan anak mereka di Mesir yang gagal dihubungi dan tidak tahu keadaan terkini isu di sana.

3. 5000 banduan terlepas dari penjara

Antara kes “prison break” terbesar setakat ini…5000 banduan telah terlepas dari penjara. 5000 tu jumlah yang sangat ramai, dan agak-agak apa banduan yang dah lama kena penjara akan buat bila dah terlepas? Dengar2 banduan pula spesies ganas2 yang terlepas.

Tak mungkin mereka insaf…yang pasti keganasan meningkat dan ramai menghadapi ancaman teruk.

sumber: http://goo.gl/KDkfI

4. Pelajar Malaysia dirogol, dirompak

Dengar berita ada pelajar Malaysia di Mesir yang telah menjadi mangsa rogol dan rompak. Rumah yang didiami mereka dicerobohi dan mereka tinggal dalam ketakutan.

Ini bukan perkara main-main kerana melibatkan maruah dan nyawa rakyat kita sendiri. Minta pihak kerajaan Malaysia memandang serius perkara ini, sebab kalau ikutkan coverage di akhbar dan tv sekarang memang langsung tak dipandang serius.

edit : Berikutan ada menyangkal point ini…ada baiknya anda lihat blog Krisis Mesir, Nasib Pelajar Kita dan mungkin rujuk entri ini juga

http://goo.gl/iE5Y4 dan juga http://goo.gl/aU1uI

5. Darurat, krisis tempat tinggal dan makanan

Tahu tak apa masalah besar bila darurat berlaku? Ramai akan menghadapi masalah tempat tinggal sebab macam dinyatakan di atas, kena ceroboh, kena bakar dll. Nak makan pun susah, kedai mana yang berani buka time kecoh-kecoh macam nie.

Lagi parah bila ada kemalangan, luka-luka dan terkena penyakit. Silap-silap dari sakit ringan-ringan boleh maut sebab tak dapat rawatan sebetulnya.

6. Airport, Balai Polis, Kereta diserang, dibakar

Lapangan terbang diceroboh dan di serang, dan segala urusan penerbangan banyak yang terpaksa di batalkan atas sebab keselamatan. Yang selamat hanya mereka yang ada pesawat peribadi.

Balai-balai polis dan kereta serta kenderaan di jalanraya banyak yang dibakar oleh perusuh. Terdapat juga insiden pihak tentera melanggar perusuh dengan kereta.

7. Bloggers seluruh Malaysia, take note!

Sebarkan maklumat berikut; dan minta kerajaan Malaysia memberi priority sebaik mungkin untuk isu ini.

Kita memohon supaya kerajaan Malaysia memandang serius hal ini. Bukan sahaja di Mansoura, malah di seluruh Mesir keselamatan rakyat kita terancam.

Segala update berkenaan keadaan di sana boleh dibaca melalui blog Krisis Mesir, Nasib Pelajar Kita

Jika ada cadangan di luar sana untuk membantu kami mendapatkan perhatian kerajaan Malaysia, sila hubungi Nurul Nadia Binti Md Zin di 017-3193923

Atau melalui:

Facebook: Nuvul Nadiva Dizavch

Twitter: DyyaDizarch

Blog: Nadia-ism

YM: nadia_mdzin2001@yahoo.com

Please let all Malaysians know about this. I will do the same but I need your help too especially to all the bloggers out there. May Allah save our citizens there.

- Nadia

8. Sebar-sebarkan berita mengenai ini

Mintak tolong sebar berita ini di facebook, twitter, yahoo messenger, email dll. Nak copy paste tak bagi kredit pun tak kisah kali ini, yang penting kita nak maklumat ini tersebar.

9. Bacaan berguna

Bagi yang tak tahu menahu mengenai isu ini boleh baca beberapa link berikut:

1. Krisis Mesir, Nasib Pelajar Kita

2. Facebook Pages – Selamatkan Pelajar kita di Egypt

3. What’s happening in Egypt

4. Ariffshah : Krisis Mesir Nasib Pelajar Kita

5. Obefiend – revolusi piramid bukan MLM Mesi.

dipetik dari

http://jomphp.com/serius-krisis-sebenar-darurat-di-mesir-sebarkan-kepada-semua.html

copied from a friend of mine's post on facebook. no matter who we are, which citizenship we claim, we are all brothers. muslim brothers. so NEVER feel like you have NOTHING to do with people in Tunisia or Egypt or anywhere else in the world. when they're suffer, we hurt too.

dearly beloved.

self-absorb, i am not.

mature, will i ever be.

but the survival instinct blessed me with both.

none makes me content

none makes me satisfy

thus i'm sorry for you

for its not your fault that

this benign attitude of mine

will it be turned to you,

you'd feel sorry for the rest of your life

but the sparks did come from you

so, just lie still dearly beloved

and enjoy the ride

keluar.

terkebil-kebil sebentar. kopi dah secawan. tapi mengantuk.

aku harap aku tak payah keluar esok. tapi perlu, untuk sedarkan diri.

untuk muhasabah diri. lihat sendiri kemegahan manusia di'reduce' kepada

'mere debris'. bukan untuk berbangga-bangga, ya aku ada dibumi Kanggaroo

bila mana bah melanda. bukan itu. aku tak mahu bergambar, macam kata Anna Bligh,

"this is NOT a tourist attraction, this is a disaster." aku mahu tolong. sungguh. bila bangun pagi, perkara pertama aku fikir, "Ok, apa boleh aku buat untuk saudara-saudara aku hari ni." tapi hari berganjak dan aku tak tergerak. mengapa, aku tak pasti. mungkin aku tak biasa berada dibarisan hadapan. mungkin aku pengecut. lebih selesa berada dibalik tabir sahaja. 'complete shadow.'

*senyum*

ya, aku bukan manusia yang betah bergelumang dengan manusia. aku lebih gemar bergerak sendiri, tak perlu ada yang tahu perbuatan aku. biar aku dan Dia sahaja.

tapi sungguh aku tak sanggup mahu keluar esok. bukan kerana belagak, bukan jugak kerana

dalam 'denial'. aku tak sampai hati. tak sanggup.

tak apa. biarlah aku lelap dulu malam ini. biarlah esok aku buat-buat sibuk. semoga aku tak perlu keluar esok. amin.

baitul muslim part 1

dating dengan miss K hari ni. tajuk menarik. bagaimana membina baitul muslim? hmm... sudah masa untuk berfikir secara serius tentang isu yang SELALU dielak-elak sebelum ini. lagi dah nak masuk 21 tahun dah. kena mula mencari-cari. mula memahami dasar pembinaan institusi kekeluargaan islam. aku tak mahu nanti cinta duniawi dikejar-kejar hingga anak-anak kelak lupa tujuan hidup seorang Muslim. doakan aku. InsyaAllah..