there are few things that has been bugging me this past few months.

is practicing Islam is such a bad thing?

is being nice for the sake of being nice is crazy?

is spreading salam is mental?

is being chivalrous is an ajaran sesat?

why was my motive questioned whenever i want to cover my aurah properly in public but when i didn't perform my salah nobody cares a fig about it?

why was i being judged when i make friends because Allah told me to but when i make enemies people just shrugged their collective shoulders?

i'd like to ask a simple, very uncomplicated question here.

what is happening here? in a so-called model Islamic country, for crying out loud!

so, people, whose perspective are you using when you are making a query? Allah's or some theorists whose own knowledge is just a minute dust compared to their Maker's?

you decide.

Sharing Tengah Malam 1

Hadis 19 / 40 : Dari Abu Al Abbas Abdullah bin Abbas radhiallahuanhuma, beliau berkata : Suatu saat saya berada dibelakang nabi shollallohu ‘alaihi wa sallam, maka beliau bersabda : Wahai ananda, saya akan mengajarkan kepadamu beberapa perkara: Jagalah Allah, niscaya dia akan menjagamu, Jagalah Allah niscaya Dia akan selalu berada dihadapanmu. Jika kamu meminta, mintalah kepada Allah, jika kamu memohon pertolongan, mohonlah pertolongan kepada Allah. Ketahuilah sesungguhnya jika sebuah umat berkumpul untuk mendatangkan manfaat kepadamu atas sesuatu, mereka tidak akan dapat memberikan manfaat sedikitpun kecuali apa yang telah Allah tetapkan bagimu, dan jika mereka berkumpul untuk mencelakakanmu atas sesuatu , niscaya mereka tidak akan mencelakakanmu kecuali kecelakaan yang telah Allah tetapkan bagimu. Pena telah diangkat dan lembaran telah kering.

Bila hati rasa sedih, bila diri dilanda ujian,bila perasaan tak tenteram, bila otak tunggang terbalik,

Jangan mulakan dengan mencari salah siapa, jangan mulakan dengan memaki hamun, jangan mulakan dengan merosak diri dan harta,

tapi mulakan dengan memandang kelangit, kemudian pusing kiri kanan, lepas tu tunduk kebumi,

bukan nak cari tahi bintang, bukan jugak nak cari makanan,

lihat alam yang indah ni, kemudian muhasabahlah, siapa Pencipta alam yang indah ni? siapa juga Pencipta khalifah kat bumi ni? siapa Pemelihara bumi dan langit dan seisi antaranya?

Allah Azzawajalla kan? kalau Allah datangkan ujian kepada kita, MESTILAH Allah boleh bimbing kita untuk laluinya.

Umat mukmin adalah umat paling bahagia dan berjaya asalkan sentiasa menjaga Allah. bukan dengan babysit, bukan jugak buat azimat gantung kt tengkuk, tapi jagalah hubungan dgn Allah dengan laksanakan ibadah yg sohih. :)

Sesungguhnya pada penciptaan langit dan bumi, dan pertukaran malam dan siang, sungguh terdapat ayat-ayat (tanda-tanda) bagi ‘ulul-albab’ (ahli fikir). 
3-191: (Iaitu) orang yang mengingati Allah semasa berdiri, duduk dan berbaring dan mereka bertafakur (memikirkan dengan mendalam) tentang penciptaan langit dan bumi (lalu mereka mengucapkan): “Rabbana (wahai Tuhan kami)! Engkau (Allah) tidak jadikan (semua) ini dengan sia-sia. Subhanaka (Maha Suci Engkau/Allah)! Lindungilah kami daripada azab neraka.”  Ali Imran 3:190-191

p/s : Dlm ayat ni, ada doa melihat alam jugak. ^^,

Ramadhan Ramadhan Ramadhan

final semester in Brisbane. Phewww~ has it really been more than a year that I'm here? now now that's not really the reason I'm writing today though.

thought I'd give myself some reward for being able to kick start on the assignments. Alhamdulillah.

now since the Ramadan's going to end, i think I'll write on what I've learnt throughout the blessed month InsyaAllah.

the first parts of Ramadan (i.e the first 10 days)

-I'm totally nervous few weeks before Ramadan. would i be meeting Ramadan? would i be able to be a good Muslim by the time Ramadan is over? would i be able to learn to hold my patience in Ramadan? well the first part of Ramadan taught me that hey, never judge people for whatever wrongdoings they've done or are doing. won't bore anyone about what happen but really, the most important part is the ibrah from the events happening in the first 10 days of Ramadan. oh2 and i learnt to swallow my anger and slap on my smiling face whenever i feel irritated or angry. yeah! i did it Alhamdulillah.

the second parts of Ramadan (i.e 10 days in the middle of the holy month)

-getting the hang of it. manage to not feel angry when something doesn't come my way. got a bad news though. *sigh* a very challenging weeks for me. though i seemed somewhat calm, i manage to really forgot about doing a few tutorial tasks and got confused about the assignments. felt numb for a few days. but Allah is always there to comfort me when i feel alone. Alhamdulillah. i learnt to see the positive side of Allah's plans. He knows better then His creations.

the last parts of Ramadan (duh~ the last 10 days of course)

-starting to get back on my feet. missing my family but hey, who wouldn't? *smile* but I'm feeling empty though. Ramadan is ending! would i be able to gain the Night of alQadr? would i be able to get my past sins redeemed? would i be able to meet ramadhan again next year? lot of questions but only Allah knows and He is the best planner~ OK, though the period hasn't end yet, I've learnt quite important lessons; hold on to Allah come what may and yes, ukhuwwah is sweet! I now found that i have more brothers and sisters that i used to believe. i have siblings in Australia, Saudi, Palestine, Sudan, Syria and yes, all around the world. MashaAllah! how blessed am i!

before i get carried away, I'd best stop here. :)

a wish to all....

Eid Mubarak peps and Taqabballahu minna wa minkum!

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with all my heart and soul~

http://hijrah-generasirabbani.blogspot.com/2011/07/kenapa-saya-berubah.html

Cinta Dia.

dan gitar itu direnung sepi

"huh, dah lama aku tak goreng selagu dua..."

detak hati yang sudah lama aku pendam

teragak-agak aku beralih dari skrin komputer sebentar

"nak main ka tak nak? hmm.."

lama merenung dan menimbang

dicapai beg berisi gitar, zip dilurut

gitar ditarik keluar

renung lagi, " banyaknya habuk.. bila eh last aku main ni???"

dalam minda mencongak-congak tarikh

"walaweyh, dah 4 bulah lebih aku tak main.. biaq betik!"

terpegun sebentar.

termenung lagi sambil menusap-usap gitar berhabuk

ini hasil universiti tarbiyyah aku rupanya

bukan senang nak pisah aku dengan gitar ni

dah lama aku cuba, tapi akhirnya Allah sendiri yang tarik gitar dari hati aku

ku capai pick dan capo, lagi 4 non blondies berkumandang diiringi petikan gitar

masih ingat rupanya aku

tapi kenapa aku dah tak rasa segembira dulu?

kenapa aku dah tak rasa sepuas hati dulu?

padahal dulu aku main macam longkang kut.

MashaAllah... TarbiyyahNya dah buat aku mahu lebih dari irama dunia

SubhanAllah.. CintaNya dah buat aku mahu lebih dari gembira manusia

Sungguh. Kosong hati dulu yang terisi dengan petik riang gitar itu kini berganti

ketukan gendang diiringi puji-pujian cinta hamba pada Penciptanya.

Allah... Mukjizat aneh-aneh yang manusia cari

tapi nikmat kasih sayang depan hidung manusia tak nampak

sungguh... Pencipta lagi cinta pada makhlukNya dari MakhlukNya yang tak sedar-sedar diri ni cinta pada Sang Pencipta.

Allah Allah Allah.... Astaghafirullah al azimmm...

manusia

hanya bila dirasa hidup dah diluar kawalan diri

bila mata hanya mampu memandang

bila bibir hanya tersenyum kelat

bila kaki terpahat kukuh ditanah

baru mahu cari tuhan

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Tuhan dah kata

bila hambaNya cuma cari Dia dalam waktu senang

Dia takkan bagi muka dalam waktu susah

some much needed mental kick.

go ahead, AMiRA NAjAT! just go ahead and procrastinate some more. it's not like you're going to DIE tomorrow ey? go on~ it's not like Allah SWT would ask you HOW you used your time up during JUDGEMENT DAY, isn't it? so go now. have fun for a bit more. Mom and Dad's not going to be anymore disappointed of you after all you've said and done in the past. righty? it isn't like Along, Ajam and Ezat really, TOTALLY, hope that you'd succeed here, eh? others doesn't matter when you can just waste some more time in front of the computer. gosh!

Uqbah bin Amre Al-Ansari narrated that the Messenger of Allah said :

"Among the words people obtained from the First Prophecy are : If you feel NO SHAME, then DO AS YOU WISH."

(Al-Bukhari)

Tsk, tsk, tsk...

shame on you.

izinkan aku...

Izinkan aku ya Allah
menebar bakti dibumiMu
kecil atau besar bukan neracanya
kerana sungguh yang ku mahu
hanya redhaMu

Izinkan aku ya Allah
menarik saudara-saudaraku
kearah redha cintaMu
kerana sungguh yang ku kejar
hanya kasihMu

Izinkan aku ya Allah
mengetuk hati-hati yang layu
agar kembali segar dengan kalimah agungMu
kerana sungguh yang aku damba
hanya belasMu

aku mampu sabarkan hati
aku bisa cekalkan diri
kalau diizinMu untuk
menjadi sendi2 penyokong ad-Din mu.

kerana sungguh aku cintakan Mu.

this...

and people say a picture is worth a thousand words...

something i feel obliged to re-post.

(Serius) Krisis sebenar darurat di Mesir

by Abu Khuzaifah on Monday, 31 January 2011 at 22:07

Kalau anda membaca post ini, harap boleh sebarkan di facebook, twitter, blog, tumblr masing2. Kalau boleh biar satu Malaysia tahu sebab ianya sangat penting. Ini melibatkan keselamatan, maruah, nyawa dan masa depan lebih 6000 pelajar Malaysia di sana. Kita harap dengan tersebarnya maklumat pihak kerajaan dapat melakukan tindakan yang sewajarnya.

edit: angka sebenar jumlah pelajar Malaysia di sana tidak diketahui, tapi ada sumber memaklumkan terdapat 11,000 rakyat Malaysia tinggal di seluruh Mesir.

edit 2 : beberapa rujukan telah ditambah.

Ringkasan : Rusuhan dan darurat di Mesir adalah berpunca daripada revolusi rakyat menentang kerajaan pimpinan Hosni Mubarak. Revolusi ini diinspirasikan daripada revolusi tunisia baru-baru ini dan dijangka banyak negara timur tengah akan turut menurut jejak langkah rakyat Tunisia dan Mesir untuk ber-demo.

Hosni Mubarak ialah diktator yang memerintah Mesir selama 30 tahun, dan mungkin anda tidak tahu Hosni Mubarak adalah pemerintah kejam, perampas harta rakyat dan juga sekutu US dan juga menyokong Israel. Media Malaysia kurang melaporkan berita mengenai ini dan ramai yang tidak tahu, ingat Mesir…bunyi Arab tu semua aman…semua baik-baik ke? Dah jadi riot baru kecoh satu dunia.

1. Huru-hara dan rusuhan di hampir semua tempat di Mesir

Rusuhan berlaku merata-rata tempat, orang awam bertempur dengan polis dan tentera…ramai terkorban, ramai cedera parah. Orang yang tak bersalah pun boleh jadi mangsa tanpa sedar.

2. Internet, Komunikasi Telefon Bimbit disekat

Dah beberapa hari sejak kerajaan Mesir menyekat Internet dan komunikasi telefon bimbit serta servis blackberry. Menyukarkan orang ramai untuk berhubung.

Ramai ibu bapa di Malaysia risau keadaan anak mereka di Mesir yang gagal dihubungi dan tidak tahu keadaan terkini isu di sana.

3. 5000 banduan terlepas dari penjara

Antara kes “prison break” terbesar setakat ini…5000 banduan telah terlepas dari penjara. 5000 tu jumlah yang sangat ramai, dan agak-agak apa banduan yang dah lama kena penjara akan buat bila dah terlepas? Dengar2 banduan pula spesies ganas2 yang terlepas.

Tak mungkin mereka insaf…yang pasti keganasan meningkat dan ramai menghadapi ancaman teruk.

sumber: http://goo.gl/KDkfI

4. Pelajar Malaysia dirogol, dirompak

Dengar berita ada pelajar Malaysia di Mesir yang telah menjadi mangsa rogol dan rompak. Rumah yang didiami mereka dicerobohi dan mereka tinggal dalam ketakutan.

Ini bukan perkara main-main kerana melibatkan maruah dan nyawa rakyat kita sendiri. Minta pihak kerajaan Malaysia memandang serius perkara ini, sebab kalau ikutkan coverage di akhbar dan tv sekarang memang langsung tak dipandang serius.

edit : Berikutan ada menyangkal point ini…ada baiknya anda lihat blog Krisis Mesir, Nasib Pelajar Kita dan mungkin rujuk entri ini juga

http://goo.gl/iE5Y4 dan juga http://goo.gl/aU1uI

5. Darurat, krisis tempat tinggal dan makanan

Tahu tak apa masalah besar bila darurat berlaku? Ramai akan menghadapi masalah tempat tinggal sebab macam dinyatakan di atas, kena ceroboh, kena bakar dll. Nak makan pun susah, kedai mana yang berani buka time kecoh-kecoh macam nie.

Lagi parah bila ada kemalangan, luka-luka dan terkena penyakit. Silap-silap dari sakit ringan-ringan boleh maut sebab tak dapat rawatan sebetulnya.

6. Airport, Balai Polis, Kereta diserang, dibakar

Lapangan terbang diceroboh dan di serang, dan segala urusan penerbangan banyak yang terpaksa di batalkan atas sebab keselamatan. Yang selamat hanya mereka yang ada pesawat peribadi.

Balai-balai polis dan kereta serta kenderaan di jalanraya banyak yang dibakar oleh perusuh. Terdapat juga insiden pihak tentera melanggar perusuh dengan kereta.

7. Bloggers seluruh Malaysia, take note!

Sebarkan maklumat berikut; dan minta kerajaan Malaysia memberi priority sebaik mungkin untuk isu ini.

Kita memohon supaya kerajaan Malaysia memandang serius hal ini. Bukan sahaja di Mansoura, malah di seluruh Mesir keselamatan rakyat kita terancam.

Segala update berkenaan keadaan di sana boleh dibaca melalui blog Krisis Mesir, Nasib Pelajar Kita

Jika ada cadangan di luar sana untuk membantu kami mendapatkan perhatian kerajaan Malaysia, sila hubungi Nurul Nadia Binti Md Zin di 017-3193923

Atau melalui:

Facebook: Nuvul Nadiva Dizavch

Twitter: DyyaDizarch

Blog: Nadia-ism

YM: nadia_mdzin2001@yahoo.com

Please let all Malaysians know about this. I will do the same but I need your help too especially to all the bloggers out there. May Allah save our citizens there.

- Nadia

8. Sebar-sebarkan berita mengenai ini

Mintak tolong sebar berita ini di facebook, twitter, yahoo messenger, email dll. Nak copy paste tak bagi kredit pun tak kisah kali ini, yang penting kita nak maklumat ini tersebar.

9. Bacaan berguna

Bagi yang tak tahu menahu mengenai isu ini boleh baca beberapa link berikut:

1. Krisis Mesir, Nasib Pelajar Kita

2. Facebook Pages – Selamatkan Pelajar kita di Egypt

3. What’s happening in Egypt

4. Ariffshah : Krisis Mesir Nasib Pelajar Kita

5. Obefiend – revolusi piramid bukan MLM Mesi.

dipetik dari

http://jomphp.com/serius-krisis-sebenar-darurat-di-mesir-sebarkan-kepada-semua.html

copied from a friend of mine's post on facebook. no matter who we are, which citizenship we claim, we are all brothers. muslim brothers. so NEVER feel like you have NOTHING to do with people in Tunisia or Egypt or anywhere else in the world. when they're suffer, we hurt too.

baitul muslim part 1

dating dengan miss K hari ni. tajuk menarik. bagaimana membina baitul muslim? hmm... sudah masa untuk berfikir secara serius tentang isu yang SELALU dielak-elak sebelum ini. lagi dah nak masuk 21 tahun dah. kena mula mencari-cari. mula memahami dasar pembinaan institusi kekeluargaan islam. aku tak mahu nanti cinta duniawi dikejar-kejar hingga anak-anak kelak lupa tujuan hidup seorang Muslim. doakan aku. InsyaAllah..

i'm in love.
ahahahahaha..
yup peps.
cuba teka sapa?
cepat la..
ngeee...
senang je.
famous tau chenta hati
saya ni.
nk tahu?



Sang Khalik.

sedap kan nama Dia?

just some thought~

making list is, kind of, my passion.
no. not passion. its something that i just DO.
anyways, i've been thinking about something that might seem trifle to some but really, meant a lot to me.
i've been thinking about future.
well, not as far as 20-30 years to come.
i'm wondering what Allah has in store for me for the next 5 years.
where would i be?
what would i become?
what would i had accomplished?
what kind of life would i lead?
and the most important Q is,
would i still be walking in this path and stay "tsabat" in da'wah?

please please please Allah,
i'm begging you.
please allow me to stay in this blessed path.
i dont want to go astray again.
i never want to make the same mistakes.
i dont want to disappoint people that i love.
i want to be loved by You.

titis-titis ini~

Ya Rahman,
ampunilah aku ini,
seringkali airmata menitis,
tetapi bukan karena mengingatiMu,
jauh sekali karena mati,
tangis ini karena dunia,
tangis ini karena harta,
tangis ini karena cinta.

Ya Rahim,
satu saja pintaku ini,
mohon perkenankanlah
inginnya sang hamba ini,
selepas ini,
biarlah kemengaliran itu karena cintaMu
tangisan ini karena kasih padaMu
sayu hati ini karena rindu pada pesuruhMu.

Amin ya Robbul 'Alamin..

we're human. JUST human.

i've been thinking~

yes we could make almost everything these days, from GM food, to artificial organs to robots that human-like.

who could tell, maybe in 10 or 20 years to come, we could even go and buy a property in Venus? *chuckles*

but lets sit back and think for a moment. just ponder upon what we had gained so far.
what are we really doing now? in the name of science, we've done everything there is to be done to uncover natures secret wonders. though this sounds innocent enough, which is what Allah SWT and beloved Prophet Muhammad SAW has urged time and again, to go and learn as many as we can about, well, everything.

then again, we tend to forget what is the really intention of us doing so. it is so that we learn to be thankful to Him, learn His powers and submit completely to him. (al-Baqarah 2:208 & Ali-Imran 3:7)

but after all the signs that He'd shown, we feel proud with our discoveries. we call them MY inventions. we're lost in self-satisfaction. we act as Gods. but do we really qualify to be one? heck, we even rely on His air to breath. eat His foods. live in His earth. drink His water. everything is HIS. *sigh*

do we even remember how we got here in the first place? inside our mother's womb? HE knows everything, from the seed meeting the egg to the time we'll meet HIM again in Mahsyar.

MashaAllah~ Subhanallah~ Allahuakhbar~ Praise be upon You, Allah, My Malik, My Rabb, My Ilah~

Strength is with none but Allah and Allah is our best and ONLY protector.

*sorry, i have a lot more to say but one can't write with blurry sight, can one?*

Change.

CHANGE. i've changed. we've changed. they've changed.
for the better or for worse?
Alhamdulillah, if my observation is correct,
they've turn to You for support, ya Rahman.

me? i'm still struggling to find You.
though You've showed me Your grace and love,
time and again, but
i'm still fighting my own demon to destroy
'taghut's in my heart.
i'm still struggling with myself.

i almost lose hope in this path,
forgive me ya Latif.
but You never failed to pull me back on track
You showed me that hope's not lost.
You showed me that yes, i can be a dai'e too.
through my own way, my own style, my own pace.

i'm humbled by Your kindness, O Lord.
now, i'm more motivated to fight my 'nafs'.
to really savour You command,
" O ye who believe! Enter into submission
one and all and do not follow the footsteps of Shaitan;
surely he is your open enemy." Al-Baqarah(2:208)

Please, Allah, My Lord, My Saviour,
guide me through the right path
for i no longer wish to go astray from You,
grant me hope that one day,
i'll able to witness Islam as
Ustaziatul 'Alam~

Amin ya Rabbul 'Alamin...

sinful sin...

earlier this evening, i was presented with arguably rhetorical question so far in my life. worder how would i answer it. the question keeps swirling in my head non-stop. "is there anyone without sins?" hmm..
was at a talk yesterday by Dr. Abdullah titled " reason vs. faith". *laugh* cant really understand what the good doctor is talking about since his English accent escapes me most of the time. nevertheless, its very topic make me thinking about my own faith. might as well explain it her before someone or the other accuse me of being a non-believer.
first of all, i want to apologise to Allah because i've not always been a good believer. when i was young *well, i'm not that old, you see, oh well..*, i used to compare Islam and Christianty. too matured to think as such but hey, who am i to judge what Allah has given me, mental maturity. anyway, thats beside the topic. so after reflecting upon the topic, i realise that, really, most of the time i would try to find the logic in what ever that Allah has destined me to be or happen to me. always.
the one thing i understand from the talk, might largely differ from what others understood, would be that i always try to come out with all sorts of reason of why am i done this way or that. reality check here is that, what Allah has given us so far IS not logic. you see, He has given wealth, good health, bless us with good life, great offsprings. both to those believers and non-believers. no discrimination at all.
from my perspective, i found this very very enlightening since honestly speaking, i'm one of those sinners who kept on repenting and making sins and the cycle continues. but Alhamdulillah, i was blessed with parents that love me to death, siblings that's worth life itself, friends that i'm proud to call my bretheren. that and the fact that i'm honored with the opportunity to study overseas and experience this and make me, one who i thought would rot in hell for what i've done, want to fight for Him.
this very realization humbles me to no end. so, yeah, there's no way reason could beat up faith to Allah. never.
so, going back to the very question in hand. after much reflection done on my part, finally i understand why i question my faith when i was younger. i really view that a clergyman or Imam shouldn't be doing any sin at all because after all, they are men of God.
oh go ahead, call me westernalized. but that really what i thought back in the days when i still wear shorts and singlets with short short shaved head. after what i've seen so far and what i understand, sin doesn't always being done by non-believers and ordinary Muslims. in fact, even Muftis might make mistakes at some point in their life, but that doesn't make us evil. we are still normal human being. and besides, who are we to judge that Allah Almighty won't forgive us? Allah promised in Holy Quran chapter 110 (An-Nashr) verses 1-3.
i wont be concluding this entry here today cause really, i don't know how to.
see you then, InsyaAllah.

Alhamdulillah~

Ya Allah,
sesungguhnya
aku ini miskin harta benda
tiap hari aku panjatkan doa
agar aku ini dikurnia rezeki secukupnya
agar hidupku dilimpahi barokah
namun aku masih begini.

Tapi Ya Allah,
Kau kayakan aku dengan cara lain
Kau kurniakan aku
harta yang lebih mahal dari itu
harta yang lebih indah
harta yang tak terbeli dengan emas
Kau kurniakan aku SAUDARA.
saudara seIslam
yang indah pekertinya
yang mahal kasihnya
yang suci hatinya.

Subhanallah
bagaimana bisa aku berterima kasih padaMu
bagaimana bisa aku balas CintaMu
kepada seorang hambaMu yang tak pernah bersyukur ini?
titisan darah yang terakhir dari tubuhku pun
tak mampu diganti dengan rahmatMu ini
cuma harapan ku,
agar aku berkesempatan untuk menunjukkan rasa cinta dan syukur ini
padaMu
Ya Allah
Ya Rahman
Ya Rahim
Ya Latif...

baru terjumpa..

aku muslim. sudah lama.
sejak lahir lagi.
aku muslim. kad pengenalanku ada tertera.
dengan megah. Islam.
tapi. baru sahaja aku terjumpa.
jati diri yang hilang.
ya baru 2 bulan lebih kurang.
aku baru terjumpa Islam.
aku baru kenal apa itu muslim.
*termenung*
ya Allah, sesungguhnya aku malu padaMu.
Kau tidak pernah lupa padaku.
berkali-kali Kau kirim peringatan.
berkali-kali juga aku tak peduli.
ya Malik, aku hanyut.
sayu hatiku terkenang.
dosa-dosa silam.
yang berat yang ringan.
ah, terlalu pedih untuk diungkai.
biar sahaja jadi rahsia kita, ya Allah?
tiada lain tempat kumengadu.
sakitku, riangku, pedihku, maluku.
hanya Kau yang satu.
yang selalu ingat padaku.
yang selalu sayang padaku.
yang selalu mengingatkan aku.
yang lalai.
yang tak kisah.
yang malas.
yang hina.
*tunduk*
izinkanlah aku bercinta denganMu Kekasih.
redhaMu ingin kukejar.
sebelum Izrail melambai pulang.

hmm.... ??

just wondering.

how do we categorize ourselves?
as a muslim i mean.
are we :
a) committed muslims?, or
b) mere muslims?

now now..

lets be honest.

you don't have to tell anyone.
if you still lie, then
you are one of those in loss
for people who gain nothing are
those who lie to themselves.