and when the sky falls down on you, you'd be able to see who is more powerful. you or Him.
without a doubt, the world will end someday. how you fill the days in between now and then, is a different story. it is uncertain. it haven't happen yet. everything is written down but He is the only one who knows your fate from your birth till the very second you take your last breath. not you. never you. besides, you are no god. :)

made a mistake today. small in act but alas, the impact is larger than life. might ruin the very image of what a dai'e should be in the eyes of everyone. since some things are better left unsaid, i'll just left if to Allah to be the prime Judge for my misconduct. as shameful as it is unethical of me, i really didn't give much thought to what i was saying. now i learn the reason for a Muslim to always, always hold their tongue and think things through before uttering anything, the hard way. even the smallest things could be used against you in front of Allah on Judgement Day. Nastaghfirullah, I really had messed up. I feel very sorry for the self that would face Allah later. T_T today is a reminder from Allah for me to repent and to never again do the things that i should not be doing. consciously or unconsciously.

may He accept my cry for repentance, for if He doesn't, then there is no one else who would.
Amin....

there are few things that has been bugging me this past few months.

is practicing Islam is such a bad thing?

is being nice for the sake of being nice is crazy?

is spreading salam is mental?

is being chivalrous is an ajaran sesat?

why was my motive questioned whenever i want to cover my aurah properly in public but when i didn't perform my salah nobody cares a fig about it?

why was i being judged when i make friends because Allah told me to but when i make enemies people just shrugged their collective shoulders?

i'd like to ask a simple, very uncomplicated question here.

what is happening here? in a so-called model Islamic country, for crying out loud!

so, people, whose perspective are you using when you are making a query? Allah's or some theorists whose own knowledge is just a minute dust compared to their Maker's?

you decide.

some things just couldnt be unseen.

and people say a picture tells a thousand words. well i couldn't agree more with them. *smile* taking the responsibility as a photographer tak bertauliah really taught me a lot about people and how they go about in the society. i've seen best friends who are not in talking terms, trying to act all cool and collected. whilst talking bad behind each other. i've seen a certain young lady stealing a glance at a man who never knew he had her heart in his keeping. i've seen distance friends catching up on the going-ons of each others' life, whilst trying to tone down their obvious affections towards each others. now this are just those scenes in life that i've manage to capture throughout a one day event. how people from different walks of life, with different school of thoughts, attitudes, expectations and dreams, meet and have a go at connecting with people around them, never fails to fascinate me. most of the time, i prefers to be stand aside and just enjoy the view and absorb the vitality of the moment. Allah azzawajalla really have a special way at creating people from the same foundations yet they differ like the sun and the moon from each others. and how these people are brought together in a harmonious gathering, my my, what a thoroughly interesting sight to behold. a nice change from life full of protocols and formality and facades, eh? nice, indeed.