thought I'd give myself some reward for being able to kick start on the assignments. Alhamdulillah.
now since the Ramadan's going to end, i think I'll write on what I've learnt throughout the blessed month InsyaAllah.
the first parts of Ramadan (i.e the first 10 days)
-I'm totally nervous few weeks before Ramadan. would i be meeting Ramadan? would i be able to be a good Muslim by the time Ramadan is over? would i be able to learn to hold my patience in Ramadan? well the first part of Ramadan taught me that hey, never judge people for whatever wrongdoings they've done or are doing. won't bore anyone about what happen but really, the most important part is the ibrah from the events happening in the first 10 days of Ramadan. oh2 and i learnt to swallow my anger and slap on my smiling face whenever i feel irritated or angry. yeah! i did it Alhamdulillah.
the second parts of Ramadan (i.e 10 days in the middle of the holy month)
-getting the hang of it. manage to not feel angry when something doesn't come my way. got a bad news though. *sigh* a very challenging weeks for me. though i seemed somewhat calm, i manage to really forgot about doing a few tutorial tasks and got confused about the assignments. felt numb for a few days. but Allah is always there to comfort me when i feel alone. Alhamdulillah. i learnt to see the positive side of Allah's plans. He knows better then His creations.
the last parts of Ramadan (duh~ the last 10 days of course)
-starting to get back on my feet. missing my family but hey, who wouldn't? *smile* but I'm feeling empty though. Ramadan is ending! would i be able to gain the Night of alQadr? would i be able to get my past sins redeemed? would i be able to meet ramadhan again next year? lot of questions but only Allah knows and He is the best planner~ OK, though the period hasn't end yet, I've learnt quite important lessons; hold on to Allah come what may and yes, ukhuwwah is sweet! I now found that i have more brothers and sisters that i used to believe. i have siblings in Australia, Saudi, Palestine, Sudan, Syria and yes, all around the world. MashaAllah! how blessed am i!
before i get carried away, I'd best stop here. :)
a wish to all....
Eid Mubarak peps and Taqabballahu minna wa minkum!
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