Change.

CHANGE. i've changed. we've changed. they've changed.
for the better or for worse?
Alhamdulillah, if my observation is correct,
they've turn to You for support, ya Rahman.

me? i'm still struggling to find You.
though You've showed me Your grace and love,
time and again, but
i'm still fighting my own demon to destroy
'taghut's in my heart.
i'm still struggling with myself.

i almost lose hope in this path,
forgive me ya Latif.
but You never failed to pull me back on track
You showed me that hope's not lost.
You showed me that yes, i can be a dai'e too.
through my own way, my own style, my own pace.

i'm humbled by Your kindness, O Lord.
now, i'm more motivated to fight my 'nafs'.
to really savour You command,
" O ye who believe! Enter into submission
one and all and do not follow the footsteps of Shaitan;
surely he is your open enemy." Al-Baqarah(2:208)

Please, Allah, My Lord, My Saviour,
guide me through the right path
for i no longer wish to go astray from You,
grant me hope that one day,
i'll able to witness Islam as
Ustaziatul 'Alam~

Amin ya Rabbul 'Alamin...