intention.

why do i come here? Australia. Queensland. QUT.
because i want to study and learn as much as i can about this wonderful country.
yep. Main intention would be wanting to study.
so that is what i should be doing, shouldn't i?
unfortunately, this last few days i've spent here, i had done no such thing.
i was busy with other stuffs that have nothing to do with my studies but have significant impact on my social life and gaining new infos.
one question.
is that bad?
should i get punished for spending time with my friends when i could have used the time 'wasted' there, doing some uni work?
or is it ok?
should i feel fine for spending sometime away from uni work and socialise with beloved friends?
which one should i feel?
tell me for i do not know what are my options.
i don't want to be selfish and just look at the issue from my point of view alone.
i do believe that what i was doing was fine. while my sister believe that i was wasting my time here in Australia by going out and hang out with friends.
fair enough.
her argument being i was funded by the tax-payers to come here and study. that is what i should be doing. not hanging around watching some movies or shopping.
my argument, on the other hand, would be, as i was here in Australia, i might as well experience an Autralian way of life.
people might think as they like. its their right. and people can judge all they want because that is what people are good at. judging. yep. people like me and you.
so now, back to the topic at hand.
is my actions has gone against my original intentions?
have i betrayed the government's trust on me?
have i abused the tax-payers' hope?
or is it fine?
is my actions beneficial?

i don't really care about what people say about ME.
but i do care what people take my actions for as i am here because of the people.
they paid quarter of their money so that they'll get a better future for themselves and their family.
so tell me now. not tomorrow. not later.
my intentions, has it been violated?