explanation needed.

few of my posts lately had revolved around heartaches and sadness.
if i had any reader following this blog and actually reading my posts, if, then some might wonder if I'm having nerves breakdown, or lovers issues.
i know i don't need to explain anything here but yet, i feel that i had to clarify something so that in the future, my words wont be taken or assumed wrongly by anyone.

i treat this blog as my diary, no doubt about it.
and that is why i keep this blog a secret from some friends and even my family did not have any idea of me having a blog as i kept emphasizing that i hate writing.
well that has definitely change and here i am pouring my heart out in this dear dear blog.

for some who has been reading all of my posts *if there's any ^^* you'd think that i actually is in a troubled relationship, when some of you would know that i am not a supporter of people having love relationship before marriage. *Muslims of course* but somehow here, i write posts as though I'm having a fight my boyfriend.

so here's the thing, i DO NOT have a boyfriend and intends to keep it that way. i believe in love after marriage and if I'm going to say the precious 3 words, it'll be to my husband. understand that because i don't want people going around and spreading rumours based on their interpretations of my writing here.

I'm happy for friends who had found their love one earlier in life and are planning to get married. i have nothing against that because i know and fully aware that love comes in a different form and at a different time for different people. even LGBT love is fine with me. its weird because as a Muslim i should go against LGBT. i don't support it though but I'm open to LGBT love. don't judge me for what i say but judge me from the way i perceive the issues.

here's my principle should anyone try understanding the way I'm thinking but found that they, for some reason, couldn't : support i am not but understand is what i do.

thanks for those who care to waste their time reading this senseless and gloomy blog.

cheers.