naah~ i'm not feeling giddy or softening of heart towards anyone okay.. keep on dreaming. those feeling will only come when i've found my lifemate. till then, the only feeling i'd generate would be borderless friendship and family bond. gosh, sidetracking.
coming back to the feeling in hand, i have been having this undescribeable feeling in my heart since few days back. its almost like there's a gaping hole in my heart. homesick? near impossible since i've in contact with my family in a daily basis, especially my beloved mother. love? i dont think so mate~ *disgusted* nooooo freaking way.. i'm determined to not to feel tendre towards anyone unrelated but my future husband. (God, i'd be blushing profusely when i read this post later.. LOL)
what is this feeling? Ya Rahman, please please please let me understand this feeling so that i can deal with it ASAP. it makes my head pounding like there's a jackhammer inside whenever i try to think about it. please friends, if any of you had had any experience in this matter, feel free to share. hate to waste time thinking when i could use the time to do my assignments. till next time.
cheerio~ =)
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