friend?

lately i have been feeling something unfamiliar to me. its been going around for about a few days already. after much digging inside my brain and reflecting upon my acts and words, finally i understand what it's all about. i feel like I'm losing a friend. the heart-wrenching feeling left queasy and restless almost every night. Allah... please help me cope with this feeling. help me understand what is happening now for i do not have the courage to go up and ask from the person about what is going in. *sigh* ya Allah, please..