heated argument?

i hated it when people start changing minds and starting to judge life from their points of view. it is not fair when you were treated like a child where you barely have a say on how you should run your life. i despised people who prefer to view and judge one's life as though the person is wasting life profusely. hell, i cant even form a decent sentence. yes i am furious. ah evn furions seems like an understatement. i am extremely upset and feel betrayed. how would you feel when you want something badly and you asked the ones you trusted the most and the allowed it but go back on their words after that? saying that they do not believe that you have the talent and quilification to have it. dont you feel betrayed? because i am. i dont know about other people but i do. i cant help it. i rarely want something badly and i when i want something, i usually work my way to it. same situation but the only obstacle that really damage my chance of getting to my dream is the very person i trusted the most. it hurts so bad taht i can barely contain my anger. seriously i had to get away from here before i do something i might regret later. guess this is it. after a whole month of near zero human contact and almost total isolation from the world (literally) i was denied the very thing i wanted the most. its not because i cant afford it, but because people do not believe in me. do i really need to show to the whole world that i am interested in something, for god sake. gosh. i'd better stop here before i say something i didnt meant to, out loud. ciao.