Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

keeping an open mind is hard. especially when you're going through the same situation and issues, over and over again. despite the difference in time frame, it is near impossible to react otherwise. but as I said, it is NEAR impossible. not downright impossible. :) so at least, have a go at looking into things from fresh perspectives and see how it turns out down the road. InsyaAllah, everything happens for a reason. so, be retrospective and try to react in a different direction when you stumble upon the same problems at different levels of your life.

be happy!

wasalam.

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sweet adieu

we laugh, we cry, we play, we fight. but all those time that we spent together, could not erase the fact that Allah planned for us to meet, get to know each other, love each other as only siblings could do, and the infernal parting that is about to come. as we resent the fact that we'd part and would be without each other, He has provided us with those beautiful memories of companionship none could rival, for us to hold fast to whenever we feel like giving up. the love that we felt, the memories that we've shared, all of it. are meant to sustain us throughout the rest of our life, as we work on making more beautiful memories.

remember dear sisters and brothers, we meet and we part, all in the Name of Allah, the most Beneficent, the most High. :)
till we meet again.

sweet adieu.

dewa-dewi juga Tuhan punya. bukan sempurna. tak ada yang lengkap pada dewa-dewi. sebab Tuhan saja yang paling sempurna seluruh sifat kan?

am truly very disappointed with you. starting a chaos on something you do not understand about is just not very well done of you sir.

Kalau kita jaga Allah, nanti Allah jaga kita. :) InsyaAllah...

and when the sky falls down on you, you'd be able to see who is more powerful. you or Him.
without a doubt, the world will end someday. how you fill the days in between now and then, is a different story. it is uncertain. it haven't happen yet. everything is written down but He is the only one who knows your fate from your birth till the very second you take your last breath. not you. never you. besides, you are no god. :)

made a mistake today. small in act but alas, the impact is larger than life. might ruin the very image of what a dai'e should be in the eyes of everyone. since some things are better left unsaid, i'll just left if to Allah to be the prime Judge for my misconduct. as shameful as it is unethical of me, i really didn't give much thought to what i was saying. now i learn the reason for a Muslim to always, always hold their tongue and think things through before uttering anything, the hard way. even the smallest things could be used against you in front of Allah on Judgement Day. Nastaghfirullah, I really had messed up. I feel very sorry for the self that would face Allah later. T_T today is a reminder from Allah for me to repent and to never again do the things that i should not be doing. consciously or unconsciously.

may He accept my cry for repentance, for if He doesn't, then there is no one else who would.
Amin....

Just the thing to sail the night away..
This one right here.