and when the sky falls down on you, you'd be able to see who is more powerful. you or Him.
without a doubt, the world will end someday. how you fill the days in between now and then, is a different story. it is uncertain. it haven't happen yet. everything is written down but He is the only one who knows your fate from your birth till the very second you take your last breath. not you. never you. besides, you are no god. :)

made a mistake today. small in act but alas, the impact is larger than life. might ruin the very image of what a dai'e should be in the eyes of everyone. since some things are better left unsaid, i'll just left if to Allah to be the prime Judge for my misconduct. as shameful as it is unethical of me, i really didn't give much thought to what i was saying. now i learn the reason for a Muslim to always, always hold their tongue and think things through before uttering anything, the hard way. even the smallest things could be used against you in front of Allah on Judgement Day. Nastaghfirullah, I really had messed up. I feel very sorry for the self that would face Allah later. T_T today is a reminder from Allah for me to repent and to never again do the things that i should not be doing. consciously or unconsciously.

may He accept my cry for repentance, for if He doesn't, then there is no one else who would.
Amin....