Bismillahirrahmanirrahim... A new chapter starts.

      juggling a life of a dai'e, a trainee teacher and a daughter is quite tough. first week into the responsibility of doing so landed me with a week-long evening fever, a sore throat and an unhealthy habit of ditching dinners and going straight to bed after isya' prayer. ]
     however, this past week has really taught me a lot about becoming a dai'e in public and in the privacy of my own room. i learn to be honest with myself, not just to people around me. no more goofing around. no more slacking. no more I'll-just-watch-this-drama-1-time-then-I'll-delete-it futur moments.
     i learn to count my blessings instead of miseries. i learn to really see the people around me for what they are and well, love them anyway. unconditionally. ( them = this includes u too sweetie!)
     i learn to not judge people. that just because they looked happy on the outside, that doesn't mean that they are all sunny on the inside. that everyone has a certain facet in life where they'd lose their cool and blink a tear or two.
     well, it's an overwhelming week for me for I've learnt so much in just a week. :)

" And We did not create the heavens and the earth and what is between them in sport. We did not create them both but with the truth, but most of them do not know."
(Ad-Dukhan 44: 38-39)

itu ini~

cara mudah nak bagi orang berubah - paksa, tengking, malukan, psiko.

tempoh sehingga perubahan berlaku - sehari, seminggu, sebulan?

cara mudah untuk orang bounce back to jahiliyyah - rujuk atas.

cara susah untuk nak bagi orang berubah - pujuk, nasihat dengan hikmah n kasih sayang, tunjuk cara. 

tempoh sehingga perubahan berlaku - sebulan? setengah tahun? setahun? dua tahun?

cara mudah untuk perubahan meresap dalam hati - rujuk atas.

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nak ubah orang bukan senang, dik non... 

sebab kita nak ubah how people define themselves, sesuatu yang dah lama terpateri dalam diri tu.

tak mudah nak ubah kebiasaan orang tau.

kita selalu berharap adik-adik kesayangan kita boleh cepat ikut tarbiyyah kita..

pastu insyaAllah adik-adik ni pulak boleh sama-sama ajak orang lain berubah jugak.

Alhamdulillah... niat tu betul dahh... sungguh, murni niat tu. nak orang berubah kearah jalan Siraatul Mustaqim..

tapikan, lets be realistic for a sec.

Rasulullah dapat cepat ajak orang berubah bersebab.

ada sebab kenapa sahabat-sahabat boleh terus pecahkan tong-tong arak dalam simpanan once ayat pengharaman 'khamar' diturunkan..

sebab Rasulullah dekati para sahabat dengan sabar, penuh berhikmah dan kasih sayang..

Rasulullah jugak berharap sahabat-sahabat dapat cepat berubah dari jahiliyyah..

tapi first, Rasulullah cuba kenal hati budi para sahabat dulu..

kemudian sesuaikan penyampaian dengan characteristics mereka. *senyum*

bukan dengan tengking-tengking lah rasanyaaaa....

pun bukan dengan paksa2..

nope, i dont think so..

jadi, kaji dulu uslub dakwah Rasulullah saw dulu jummmm....

sebab dakwah tu kan tak mudah tapi dia mengikut fitrah.. :)

people are more afraid of breaking the civil law than breaking His law. what is the world coming into?
sometimes even the law derived from the draconian law was broken to suit people's perverted desire to own the world and all of its content. *smile* funny how people are more afraid of robbers and rapists than meeting Allah on judgement day. well, i say, this is getting ridiculous by the second! Fear Allah and only Allah and the world would be a better place to live in but don't bother to fear Him when you think that the day of judgement is just another fictional idea brought upon by the oppressed Muslims.

Allah give you the gift of a brain and the ability to use it to think. well then, be a dear and kindly use it, okay? :)

something about u***h~

what about usrah, you say?
why usrah, you ask?
meh! usrah is, like, lame! you think?

lookie here darlings~

hope this'll give a better understanding to you and me, insyaAllah..

enveryone is entitled to their own opinions. well, at least, that was i've been told. but all my life, from the day that i was born till a grown woman *erk..* of 22, i've experience very very few events where my opinions are heard or taken action upon. so that saying that have been embedded in me since the day that i could extinguish between my left and right hand is somehow, irrelevant, if i might say so. :)

you think?

Kata-kata "Sang Murabbi" KH Rahmat Abdullah

Aku rindu zaman ketika halaqoh adalah kebutuhan, bukan sekedar sambilan apalagi hiburan … 

Aku rindu zaman ketika mambina adalah kewajiban bukan pilihan apalagi beban dan paksaan … 

Aku rindu zaman ketika dauroh menjadi kebiasaan, bukan sekedar pelangkap pengisi program yang dipaksakan … 

Aku rindu zaman ketika tsiqoh menjadi kekuatan, bukan keraguan apalagi kecurigaan … 

Aku rindu zaman ketika tarbiyah adalah pengorbanan, bukan tuntutan, hujatan dan obyekan…. 

Aku rindu zaman ketika nasihat menjadi kesenangan bukan su’udzon atau menjatuhkan … 

Aku rindu zaman ketika kita semua memberikan segalanya untuk da’wah ini … 

Aku Rindu zaman ketika nasyid ghuroba manjadi lagu kebangsaan… 

Aku rindu zaman ketika hadir liqo adalah kerinduan dan terlambat adalah kelalaian … 

Aku rindu zaman ketika malam gerimis pergi ke puncak mengisi dauroh dengan ongkos yang ngepas dan peta tak jelas … 

Aku rindu zaman ketika seorang ikhwah benar-benar berjalan kaki 2 jam di malam buta sepulang tabligh da’wah di desa sebelah … 

Aku rindu zaman ketika pergi liqo selalu membawa infaq, alat tulis, buku catatan dan qur’an terjemah ditambah sedikit hafalan … 

Aku rindu zaman ketika binaan menangis karena tak bisa hadir di liqo … 

Aku rindu zaman ketika tengah malam pintu diketuk untuk mendapat berita kumpul di subuh harinya … 

Aku rindu zaman ketika seorang ikhwah berangkat liqo dengan ongkos jatah belanja esok hari untuk keluarganya … 

Aku rindu zaman ketika seorang murobbi sakit dan harus dirawat, para binaan patungan mengumpulkan dana apa adanya … 

Aku rindu zaman itu … 

Ya Rabb … 

Jangan Kau buang kenikmatan berda’wah dari hati-hati kami … 

Ya Rabb … 

Berikanlah kami keistiqomahan di jalan da’wah ini … 

from here

P/s: *air mata menitik*

there are few things that has been bugging me this past few months.

is practicing Islam is such a bad thing?

is being nice for the sake of being nice is crazy?

is spreading salam is mental?

is being chivalrous is an ajaran sesat?

why was my motive questioned whenever i want to cover my aurah properly in public but when i didn't perform my salah nobody cares a fig about it?

why was i being judged when i make friends because Allah told me to but when i make enemies people just shrugged their collective shoulders?

i'd like to ask a simple, very uncomplicated question here.

what is happening here? in a so-called model Islamic country, for crying out loud!

so, people, whose perspective are you using when you are making a query? Allah's or some theorists whose own knowledge is just a minute dust compared to their Maker's?

you decide.