Bismillahirrahmanirrahim... A new chapter starts.

      juggling a life of a dai'e, a trainee teacher and a daughter is quite tough. first week into the responsibility of doing so landed me with a week-long evening fever, a sore throat and an unhealthy habit of ditching dinners and going straight to bed after isya' prayer. ]
     however, this past week has really taught me a lot about becoming a dai'e in public and in the privacy of my own room. i learn to be honest with myself, not just to people around me. no more goofing around. no more slacking. no more I'll-just-watch-this-drama-1-time-then-I'll-delete-it futur moments.
     i learn to count my blessings instead of miseries. i learn to really see the people around me for what they are and well, love them anyway. unconditionally. ( them = this includes u too sweetie!)
     i learn to not judge people. that just because they looked happy on the outside, that doesn't mean that they are all sunny on the inside. that everyone has a certain facet in life where they'd lose their cool and blink a tear or two.
     well, it's an overwhelming week for me for I've learnt so much in just a week. :)

" And We did not create the heavens and the earth and what is between them in sport. We did not create them both but with the truth, but most of them do not know."
(Ad-Dukhan 44: 38-39)