Para murabbi yang memandang mutarabbi dengan pandangan seorang guru hanya dapat menghasilkan mutarabbi-mutarabbi yang banyak ilmunya tapi hatinya kaku. Tapi para murabbi yang melihat mutarabbinya dengan pandangan seorang dai'e dapat menghasilkan mutarabbi yang berfikrah mantap dan faham mengapa perlu untuk mencari ilmu, beramal dengannya dan menyebarkannya. 

(Hasil perbincangan 3 jam)

When i look back at what I've done a couple of years back, i understand what she meant when she say that to me. Yes we managed to impart as many knowledge as we can to our beloved akhawati. BUT we failed to touch their hearts. We failed to make them understand. We failed to make them want to do things just to please Allah. Maybe this is because we ourselves do not have such a strong understanding on how important it is to touch a person's heart. Or maybe we did not have such a strong foundation in terms of  our fikrah. Yes, that must be it. 

We had produced mutarabbis that only rely on their knowledge when they talk but deep down, they do not really understand what they were talking and the consequences of what they say and what they did. Worst of all, they might not even walk the talk. 

Ya Allah, what have i done??? 

*wiping tears*