nonsensical...

i shouldn't be sitting here writing blog

i always knew that

i need to get back to work

but somehow

writing here makes me feel alive

no not assignment

never assignment

well maybe sometimes

when i'm to absorbed in finishing it that i lost track of time

yeah i did, surprisingly

but writing blog is different

it allows me to be the person i really am

doesn't matter if i'm moody or ready to lash out any second

whats more important is that i can do what i want

oh okay,

i know i'm writing crap

i know i'm not making any sense

i know i'm losing my mind

and i know why

I JUST WANT TO GO HOME~