Just the thing to sail the night away..
This one right here.

Them headaches...

Today I have come to a conclusion that, apart from caffeine overdose, the lack of sleep, the lack of liquid in one's body, the extreme drop of temperature and the terrible heat; over-thinking, too, have made a very huge contribution to my having recurring migraines. For someone with high tolerance to pain, such as yours truly, this is driving me nuts! It has been a few days now and I really really pray to Allah that this would go far far away from me, at least until the end of practicum. I need to have my mind in equilibrium to get my thoughts in order. Just some rant before I down those blasted paracetamol and call it a day.

Something I've been listening to before i drift farther.

OH EM GEE!

My English is getting rusty! Oh, the horror! Since I'm going to be an English teacher, this is the worst news for everyone involved, namely me and my future students. What befuddles me even more is that, my Bahasa Melayu is no better. As an English teacher in the school where i was doing my practicum put it gracefully, " My Bahasa Melayu dah la koyak.." hihihi.... So from now on, I'm foreseeing my future posts to be written mostly in my second language, for the sake of my future students and my career. :) Pray very very VERY hard for me, ya! InsyaAllah.. 

the last thing we need right now is for a Muslim to act on impulse rather than intellect and faith.

when someone is sad
but no tear falls down their face
it is not the heart that is hard
but rather they know not
how to let the tears
fall down in from of all and sundry
but in the privacy of their mind
in the darkest corner of their heart
the dam floods like there's no tomorrow.

time 4.15 p.m. place 2 setia classroom. day monday. situation break time cum tuition time (they asked for it!)
looking at their faces. full of expectations. full of hope. full of excitement. my heart turns into water.
yes boys, cikgu love you very much.

masa semakin suntuk. singkat. bisa dibilang masa yang tinggal.

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